That hurts.

I remember something that he said, and it hurts me.

Not in a cutting, knife hurt kinda way.

Not like when you run into something big and get blocked or when you banged yourself.

It was a subtle let down, like the feel when a part of your body aches, and it is getting even more aching by minutes.

It still does, when I recall the moment.

All I can do when something like that happens is:

I close my eyes, clear my mind and head space, and let it go.